Memories

She is trying to be a women. She reads what you wrote, it hurts her more than you know. You and her have been through so much, she thought she was your hero, she thought she was your favorite person in the world. She thought and she thought and it broke her heart to know that there was only a little space for her in your heart. You dont know how she feels, she will never ever dare to tell you. She isnt near you but that shouldnt change things, should it? She wants to cry but tries to be a women, tries to be tough for you and her. Tries and tires and tonight she finally fails. Fails at everything, she is ashmed and mad at herself for ever thinking she would be a big part of your life. She thinks of the times when you two were bestfreinds, when you two were never apart. And she comes to reality. She knows things could never be the same. But when you two are alone and talk of the memories and look each other in the eyes she know that there will always be a place in your heart for her and she loves that and puts her pretty big smile on her face just for you.