How are you?

How are you?

Well I really hate that question, How am I? I think to myself, and every thought hits me all at once. Everything that happens today or whatever day. And I think to myself does this person really care about how I'm feeling today or are they just asking because they can?

Should I really tell them how I feel, or should I tell another lie today? "I'm good, everything is just great." with little emotion coming from my voice, and forcing a smile to appear across my face.

But does this person really know that I'm in the most worst mood ever? Do they know that deep down inside I'm hurting for love?
No I doubt it so I lie again. With a fake smile slapped on my face.

I wonder what going through their heads.. If they notice just by the emotion thats missing in my face and found in my deep dark brown eyes? Do they see it?

The answer is a big fat NO..becasue they walked awaying showing me that they really didnt care, just thought they should ask. But why? Why ask this question. The question that is going to get a false answer?

So I'm ending this with the question I hate the most, for those of you who read this.
How are you? Really...