Amazing

What do I, Martha want to be when I grow up? hmm I dont really know the answer to that question. I'm kind of thinking about being a writer, but than again Id be a good comedian, well so my friends think.

I love to write...

But...

I love to make people laugh

Im reall good at coming up with stories and when I start writing I cant stop, Its like my drug, it fills the longing and excitment that i need and or missing, its an amazing thing, and I love it, without it I really dont know what i would do, I would probably become a MAD WOMAN. I dont think any one would want and or like that, I know I wouldnt I would probably kill myself if I became a MAD WOMAN. 

Than there is comedy

I love to make people laugh, its weird, I never knew I was funny untill 7th grade. That was how I made my friends, I made joke, I was the clown. Im really good at changing my voice and coming up with a story to go along with that voice, I make up random things and I dont know where I pull them out of. Its kind of cool, I love seeing people laugh at my jokes it makes me feel like I belong some where, and to some thing, instead of being this blob walking the earth. It feels good to belong.

I dont know what I want to be maybe i could be both.. Yeah thats a good idea. I should,that be cool.

Well to everyone else have fun trying to figure out what you want to be, or who you are...

Thats something I still have to discover and that will be a long, bumpy journey which is what Im willing to take. Ups and downs always happen, there always excuses, but you shouldnt let them stop you from finding yourself, no matter what.

Just take the risk, it wont hurt that much.

Life isnt easy, its an unsolved puzzle calling your name